I WANT SEASON3 of GREY's ANATOMY!!!
Classes only start at 2pm!
So i have quite alot of spare time to blogg
The sooner i finish
the more time i have to study..
i know, i sound like such a nerd.
Contrary to that,
I've been glued to crunchyroll,
streaming episodes of Hana Kimi.
Yeah,it seems like i'm turning into some cheena freak.
But the story line is really interesting..kinda like She's the Man!
Exams are in 2 weeks time....And all i can think about is drama serials, grey's, my 3 friends here who're still not in very good shape..And..you(for those of you who know already,Thanks for your listening ear).
Anw, Cheng Xun and Evangeline are cooking up a storm tomorrow!
And they took into account my low carb diet(AWWW..) I love you guys!And(if you're reading this Eliza, my dad REALLY texted me! Lol. i know him so well)
Good Luck to Claire(Alevels) and Dez(Olevels)! Do your best=) i know this seems like the worst period of your lives, but bear with it and it'll be over before u know it! At least you don't hafta go for classes anymore.. Haha. And there's always a great excuse to slack after that..
Tagboard:
Manda: Thanks girl! i really appreciate your positivity=) you're making me feel like flying home now!
Jon: YEs! but when i reach home, you'll be off for training.. boo="(
Soph:Haha. yahh..forgot about dad. you're moving hse today!
Jiezhen: hey girl.. read ur blog recently. haven't got a chance to catch up with you yet!
The older the wine is, the better it gets. Just like girlfriends.
Lord of the Rings: return of the King is airing on channel seven.
Eliza's staying over at my house tonight,
And because both of us are Tv buffs,
we're watching it, talking, and buffering more movies online
at the same time!
Talk about multi tasking.
Haha. seriously, sometimes when you watch LOTR again,
you wonder why they have to make life so difficult for themselves.
Eg. Aragorn could've just asked the ghosts to fight till the end,
since they kill people so easily because they can't die!
Haha. random.
For those of you who do not know,
I have decided to discontinue my course in Melbourne Uni,
Well, there must be alot of questions running through your heads now,
And i am willing to answer them if any of you ask..
But, i guess,
i really lost my way here,
and i don't know what i'm pursuing anymore..
Also, missing my family has led to uncountable struggles for my here.
Only my close friends in Melbourne, who're with me everyday will be able to understand
as they are fully aware of the situation I am in.
Finally making the decision to go home
has lifted a burden from my shoulders.
A sense of relief takes over the struggle,pain,and confusion that was my life here,
for the past 4 months.
I thank God for finally mustering the courage to leave Melbourne,
after gaining the independence that I would never have learnt if I had stayed in Singapore.
I'm burnt out.
And i need time to recuperate,
to rethink my goals,
And, this time, its Singapore, for good=)
To my friends in Singapore who already know,
thank you so much for your support and welcoming me back:)
And to the few in Melbourne who've grown so close to my heart,
I love you all very much,
you guys have been with me, through the hardest period in my life yet.
And given me the courage to stand up to my fears,
to overcome the hardest battle with my mind.
Dessert house forever!~
Just had an epiphany while i was gyming.
You know how,
when you're running on the treadmill,
sometimes you just feel like you can't go on anymore,
but you're forcing yourself to,
because you think pushing yourself harder will result in more weight loss?
Instead, you get off with your feet wobbly
and you feel like you're going to puke?
So instead of losing more weight,
or feeling fitter,
you have the worst most pukesome feeling in the world?
That's kinda how Melbourne is right now.
I feel like i've lost my way,
and i cannot breathe.
Just watching the days go by,
and counting down to when my mom,aunt alice,sar,soph,dez and jo
come here on Nov 14 for a holiday=)
That's whats keeping me going.
I tried to adapt to Melbourne life,
and i realised,
All i've been doing, is subjecting myself to counting the minutes,
as they tick by,
just like on the treadmill,
and wishing for that 30minute mark, when i can finally go home.
To achieve so much more,
where my path seems so much more brightly lit.
But i Thank God for this opportunity in Melbourne.
Because now,
when i begin uni in singapore,
I will FINALLY know what i want,
and why i am there.
And i will appreciate every single thing that i am blessed with.
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